If you see someone die,
not a film or game.
it's absolutly not the same,
a real person that just goes,
that's something weird.
It can be without blood,
and still,
weird,
and feels very weird.
And if you see someone,
that just got badly injured,
a car accident for example,
and you're just standing there,
and at once see it,
that's feels strange too,
you just want to help then,
you don't see blood,
you see someone who needed help then.
I started to cry while posting this.
But I'm not sad.
Maybe because it's not voilence,
but life.
Maybe that sounds cold again.
I don't know,
I never got injured myself,
worse I ever had was a sprain ankle,
after falling of a chair.
Was stupid,
but maybe I'm not that unlucky at all.
And that pic,
that guy is looking alright.
like Broir says.
Rl can be way worse.
Like waiting,
just waiting,
for an ambulance that doesn't shows up.
Stared long at this,
don't know if I should post it,
or if I will post it,
it's so stupid,
but if you can read it.
-Mel